Friday, October 16, 2009

Bachelor of Nursing UKM

just now, i was talking to myself. again.
God, i just cant stop that habit.
always talk to myself when im alone by myself. in my room.



i was thought about what am I doing now,
what would I become,
what will happen next?

why do i choose nursing?
actually that was the wrong question to be asked,
actually, i should ask,
whay do i choose UKM nursing?
wy dont i choose UITM or USM nursing?
UKM nursing was my 1st choice, then UITM and USM was the second and third.
why do I choose UKM as the first????

after i finished study at matriculation,
i know my result wasn't so good enough to do medicine.
i only got 3.61.
however, its because my 1st sem, i've got 3.47
then the next sem, i've got 3.80.
well, not bad, i've got 3.80
but it just unfortunately for me
i only got 3.61 for the whole semsesters.

wel, never mind, i dont want to talk about what the past anymore.
let just talk about what the future will be.

during my time to determined myself, where should i go to study for nursing.
at that time, i know i wasn't good enogh for doing medicine, but i dont want to give up.
im still with my decision to work in hospital.
working with people, that called as patient.
and being called by others as strangers if they are not in medical line.

so, i guess, i better choose nursing, plus,
i think i have this kind of ability,
that i am able to speak out, easy to get along with any kind of people,
i know that ability since i was in school.
so, nursing is the best course for me to work with.
plus, i think i am a kind of caring person, somethimes or always??? ;p

so, the question is, why do i choose UKM nursing??
it because I know (everybody know) UKM is the best university after UM.
but UM doesnt have nursing course for post-matriculation,
so, thats why i choose UKM nursing course.

but I know, i realise, i was wrong.
yes. UKM is the best University.
but for nursing course, UKM maybe not.

i found out that UITM nursing course,
they have their own faculty. it called as 'Kuliyah of Nursing'.
isnt that nice name???
why dont UKM have Faculty of Nursing?
why do 'us' have to share with medicene stuents in one faculty?
oh. I was wrong of saying that.
actually, it should sound like,
why do we have to 'menumpang' faculty of medicine?
why dont we have our own faculty like UITM does?
and about USM,
USM is the first University that their nursing bachelor had graduated earlier.
while UKM, out 1st batch, just had been released this year. i mean, they just graduated.
and THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS,
some of them, still 'mengganggur'!
you know why?
because of they are BACHELOR!
OMG! im so affraid whats going to be happen to us next??!!
are we going to menganggur jugak??? xO oh no!
whay this should happen to me? it is like some kind of a curse to me!

back to the topic, USM is the first university that released bachelor of nursing the most earlier. so, it turns that i think, USM is much more better that UKM.

oh God..
I feel so dissappointed when I knew about it..
all my friends..
al the seniors.. they feel the same way too..
and the juniors,
they didn't find out yet.
they seems too ,to small, to naive, to know all about this stuff.
and if they know all about this,
they will very dissappointed, just like I do..

we feel like being betrayed.
we feel like something stabbing on our back.
UKM stabbed us! how could!
i feel so sad.
we are far away from UKM Bangi,
we dont have the 'campus life' like others UKM students do have!
we are benig placed at Cheras, since year 1.
and are not being placed into Kolej, but the at Kampus Luar which is Laman Midah.
we had been exposed to the hospital environment, to the public bacause have to stay at Laman Midah apartment instead of Kolej. While, the rule of 'All year one and year 3' have to stay at the Kolej' cannot be used anymore. useless rule! that's why nursing students love to break the rules!. no wonder nursing students have many kind of social problem!!! so, they are not the only one who can be blamed for that.
we have to adjust our life to work in hospital environment since year 1.
we have to arrange our times for studying and working.
working? we are not workers, yet!
we are students!
why dont we just have our own students life???? like others do??!!

plus, we are stuck over here, with medicine students,
and have to fight for our right!
just because we are smaller group, and the medical students they are so many of them,
and they are very mean to us!
and hey! it doesn't mean that we are not good enough!
we are strong! we are sooo outspoken,
because we know, we are the only course that being 'dipinggirkan'!
we are stuck between UKM Bangi, and Faculty of Medicine!

but never mind,
whatever it is, we have to look foward.
there's nothing much we can do about the past.
what past going to be the past.
now we are here already. we have to face all this kind of challanges.

Banchelor of Nursing, UKM.
i still proud when im saying that.
never mind if we dont have our own faculty,
never mind if medical students never treat us in a good way. they treat us badly, only some of them have a good heart. (i wonder how can they be a good doctors someday with that kind of attitudes???)
never mind if we have to work harder to get what we supposed to deserved.
never mind if we dont have that 'campus life' like other students do.
because im very pround with my course.
we all very small group, but we are very strong.
nothing's going to break us apart.

ya Allah, give us strength for all this.
we need You so much.
i dont want to feel heartbraking again.
i dont want my juniors to feel heartbraking like we do.
they are much better then us, they just dont deserve all this.
they got 4.00 for their matrics pointer,
so let they feel happy and glad when entering nursing..
they just dont deserve to feel dissappointed like we do..


4 comments:

Rasyidee said...

Hi

I would like to inform you that actually International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM)is the only one university that has its nursing faculty to be called as Kulliyyah of Nursing, and not UITM as you mentioned in your blog.

Kulliyyah of Nursing is one of the latest public universities (IPTA) approved by the government to conduct the degree programme and the first university in Malaysia where nursing is given full 'faculty' status or known as 'kulliyyah'.

I'm very glad to know that our country is moving forward in providing nursing education and the latest terminal nursing course in Malaysia is Doctor of Nursing (DN) program offered by OUM.

All the best in your future nursing career.

Regards,
Rasyidee

Rasyidee said...

Hi

I would like to inform you that actually International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM)is the only one university that has its nursing faculty to be called as Kulliyyah of Nursing, and not UITM as you mentioned in your blog.

Kulliyyah of Nursing is one of the latest public universities (IPTA) approved by the government to conduct the degree programme and the first university in Malaysia where nursing is given full 'faculty' status or known as 'kulliyyah'.

I'm very glad to know that our country is moving forward in providing nursing education and the latest terminal nursing course in Malaysia is Doctor of Nursing (DN) program offered by OUM.

All the best in your future nursing career.

Regards,
Rasyidee

Haziq Naqiuddin said...

Assalam kak.. thanks for ur writtings.. the truth is I'm lated reading ur "luahan hati".. but I guess we share a common things that I have to agree with most of ur statements. =D .. anyway I'm also one of UKM Bachelor Nursing student now in 4th year 2014-2015 session. I'm always wonder why i'm choose nursing in Ukm. sy sdikit sbyk melalui perjalanan yg sukar slma 3thun berade di sini.

1st isu, How well or how good was ukm nursing sylibus b'cos i'm found that there's many repitition subject had been teach indirectly.

2nd, some of ukm lecturer always proud with the programmes they offer such as post-basic, diploma lanjutan kebidanan n master in nursing. I'm wonder what was so special regarding this programme that was offer in ukm as compare to other institute or nursing school in malaysia?. is it good that if 'our' lecturer start to implement a NEW ADVANCE THINGS IN NURSING IN M'SIA such as ADVANCE PRACTICE NURSING PROGRAMME in our country at least kte akan jd peneraju. tp hakikatnye we can't do it becos we're lacking the specialization lecturer and both AUTONOMY whether in education, service, management, research and even in our PRACTICE !... so i'm wonder what so special psl bachelor nursing ukm kn ? blik2 plan terbaru, nk implan patient centered care kt hukm ni.. bkn k spatutnye bnde ni dh lme dlu ptot buat ?

3rd, yes our community is less, not just minority but very small minority.. time nk start pilihan raye kampus mule la akn ad pecahan, satu parti nursing, satu parti medik ! I'm very fedup with such a things.. so sad.. every batch skrg ni mmg xlebih dr 30 org! dgn bilangan kemasukan plajar lelaki mmg mendukacita kn.. Commonlah, kami pun nk tgk jgk junior nursing lelaki yg ramai beserta pljr stiap batch.. baru gempak..

tapi stelah ape yg berlaku, it's better there will be no more freshie bachelor nursing student !! sbb kesian sy tgk dgn keadaan dan nasib yg akn berlaku slame 4 thun kt ukm ni dan jgk mcm mne nasib mereka lps graduate nanti.. dh la xramai kwn, mreka plak kne berdepn dgn serba sedikit diskriminasi fakulti..

some LECTURER kt sni xhabis2 nk promote student sruh pergi cri kerja kt private, Singapore n oversea !! klu sy ni, sy lbih prefer untuk berkhidmat dn diberi peluang untuk utk merawat org awam yg kebanyakkan akn dtg k klinik dn hospital KERAJAAN! tp ukm nursing mmg xboleh bg jaminan psl hal ni.. jd kite senyum je la XD...

Haziq Naqiuddin said...

Assalam kak.. thanks for ur writtings.. the truth is I'm lated reading ur "luahan hati".. but I guess we share a common things that I have to agree with most of ur statements. =D .. anyway I'm also one of UKM Bachelor Nursing student now in 4th year 2014-2015 session. I'm always wonder why i'm choose nursing in Ukm. sy sdikit sbyk melalui perjalanan yg sukar slma 3thun berade di sini.

1st isu, How well or how good was ukm nursing sylibus b'cos i'm found that there's many repitition subject had been teach indirectly.

2nd, some of ukm lecturer always proud with the programmes they offer such as post-basic, diploma lanjutan kebidanan n master in nursing. I'm wonder what was so special regarding this programme that was offer in ukm as compare to other institute or nursing school in malaysia?. is it good that if 'our' lecturer start to implement a NEW ADVANCE THINGS IN NURSING IN M'SIA such as ADVANCE PRACTICE NURSING PROGRAMME in our country at least kte akan jd peneraju. tp hakikatnye we can't do it becos we're lacking the specialization lecturer and both AUTONOMY whether in education, service, management, research and even in our PRACTICE !... so i'm wonder what so special psl bachelor nursing ukm kn ? blik2 plan terbaru, nk implan patient centered care kt hukm ni.. bkn k spatutnye bnde ni dh lme dlu ptot buat ?

3rd, yes our community is less, not just minority but very small minority.. time nk start pilihan raye kampus mule la akn ad pecahan, satu parti nursing, satu parti medik ! I'm very fedup with such a things.. so sad.. every batch skrg ni mmg xlebih dr 30 org! dgn bilangan kemasukan plajar lelaki mmg mendukacita kn.. Commonlah, kami pun nk tgk jgk junior nursing lelaki yg ramai beserta pljr stiap batch.. baru gempak..

tapi stelah ape yg berlaku, it's better there will be no more freshie bachelor nursing student !! sbb kesian sy tgk dgn keadaan dan nasib yg akn berlaku slame 4 thun kt ukm ni dan jgk mcm mne nasib mereka lps graduate nanti.. dh la xramai kwn, mreka plak kne berdepn dgn serba sedikit diskriminasi fakulti..

some LECTURER kt sni xhabis2 nk promote student sruh pergi cri kerja kt private, Singapore n oversea !! klu sy ni, sy lbih prefer untuk berkhidmat dn diberi peluang untuk utk merawat org awam yg kebanyakkan akn dtg k klinik dn hospital KERAJAAN! tp ukm nursing mmg xboleh bg jaminan psl hal ni.. jd kite senyum je la XD...