Monday, May 24, 2010

merepek meraban

huwaaaa.. sepupu aku marah kat aku...sebab aku cancel nak pegi redang..huhu.. beb.. sori la.. aku nak pergi sangat. dah ada swimmingsuit, dah keluar semua duit kat bank islam aku, tapi aku tak dapat nak pergi sebab..huhu.. sebab masalah kewanitaan. haha. hadoih.. kacau betol la! memang comfirm hari pertama kat redang plak tu. kacaunye!! aku nak pergi sangat sebab nak mandi manda, tapi ko cakap aku takyah la masuk laut, tengok korang je snorkel. mane bole!nanti aku jeles dowh. mane bole,korang gi menyelam tengok terumbu karang, haiwan laut dan ikan, aku plak jenjalan sorang-sorang tepi pantai kutip kerang sambil berangan cita hindustan plak.. tambah plak aku pegi bayar utk snorkel tapi tak main, mane boleh! huhu. huwaa, sepupu aku marah.. sebab aku cancel.. camne aku nak buat ni. camne nak amik ati die balik ni.. wuwuwu..(T.T)
yang member aku sorang ni plak pegi cadang amek ubat. mcm OCP kot. dia cakap, dia penah try, sepanjang amik tu, dia akan withold sampai aku stop amik, then dia akan sambung balik.. hohohohoih. time kasih je la.. karang dapat side effects ntah pape memang naye je aku..
so, aku tak jadi pegi redang.. cousin aku dengan member die still pegi jumaat ni bertolak. jelesnye aku.. dah berangan, last last aku tak pergi..takpe, nanti mse kite gi genting, aku blanje ko sempena bufday ko bulan ni keh..
sori beb..dah susahkan ko je. mesti payah nak gi call & cancel tempat aku.. korang have fun la kat sane.. bawak balik kan aku kuda laut satu k.
azmi plak dah habis belaja.. sonoknye..patut nya aku la dah habis blaja dlu.. aku kan kakak. siot je. huhu.pape pon tahniah buat adik aku sorang ni. dia nak dapat tauliah bulan 6 ni, pastu grad bulan 8 kot. dia tauliah kat penang 12 june, dapat la aku pegi tengok sebab tengah cuti ni. pastu grad kat uitm shah alam, isnyaAllah boleh gi tengok kalo aku cuti time tu..
aku dengan azmi dah pakat, nak keje cuti sem ni. nak taw keje ape? jdi cekgi tusyen azam. dia nak spm dah. haha. bengang je azam, aku cakap ngan mama, "ma, tak payah anta azam ni pegi tusyen, meh wani kasi ajar die". azmi pon, "ma, meh bagi azmi ajar die fizik. azmi terrer bab bab fizik ni". yela, dah dia pon amik kejuruteraan.. aku amik bio, tapi azam tak amek bio. takpe, aku boleh ajar die kimia ke, ntah aku ingat lagi ke tak. haha.
tapi adik aku dua eko ni asik men game je. bagun je men game, petang kuar man bola, malam sambung balik men game, mak aku weekends je ilang ntah pegi mana, ayah plak mesti takde umahnye sedang dating dengan kayu golf die, dan aku, layan cite korea kat bilik. cite korea 14 episode, 2 hari aku dah habiskan. skang da bosan balik. huwaaa!!! nape aku takde adik pompuan!! bosan!!
kat umah takde internet! broadband tak berbayar! kejam nye cuti sem nih!! huwaaAaaa!!! ni pon kat kolej sekejap, pegi dengar research presentation senior aku. sem depan dah busy nak wat proposal research sume. nak cari tajuk, tak cari cari lagi. partner dengan supervisor pon tak tentu siapa lagi. haihhh..
serabot kepala otak!!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

The End

today, i decided to default this stupid hemato follow up. i just came back from seing by dr, now, its 2.03pm. i went there at daycare hemato waiting for my turn, since 8am but got in there at 2.03pm and got poked 2 times. you know what, take all my blood as much as you want because i dont want it. take and take it.
about that 2nd platelet function (PFT) test that i had done, it shows borderline too. means, it still in normal range but almost nearly to abnormal. 2 times i did PFT and both show borderline. and the PT still prolonged.
what a stupid hospital, where the hell are all the doctors? at daycare hemato, they only got one doctor to see about 20 something of patients i guess, the thing is, i did came earlier today, 8am, but still got in there at 2pm. separuh gila aku kelaparan.

but the good thing is, i able to talked to many patients today. huhu. i dont want to talk to them, but it just them that being soooo friendly with me. why meh? is that my face looking like soo pity today? they started to approach me first. first patient, he asked me, " sakit apa? muda- muda lagi dah sakit".. yeah. not helping me. he made me feels awful since i look around im the only one young lady. most patients, they are elderly people whose diagnosed with lymphoma, and going to have chemo treatment today.
and what should i say about my diagnosis? "owh, saya TRO von willibrand disease". memang ternganga la orang tua tu..
so i just said, "saya tak sakit. cuma nak cek darah. sebab darah saya lambat beku." gahaha~ bunyi macam bodoh ek..
and then the other one patient approached me, "dah ambil darah ke?" then, we started the whole conversation, i just being active listening like"ahah","uhuh","hum"," yeke." because she shared me the whole story of how was she being diagnosed with ymphoma, how was her feeling during her first chemo theatment, and the last conversation before she went home was "adik jagan risau la. insyaAllah darah yang di cek tu ok".. me? risau? she sounds like im going to have lymphoma and going for chemo for the first time. seroiusly, she must thinks that im going for chemo too.

huhuhu.. tapikan, kesian diorang tu.. they are really strong. i did asked them a lot about how was the treatment, what most painful of the effects of chemo, and she said, side effects of chemo meant nothing. what most painful was being poked. the venipuncture. berapa banyak branula nak di dicocok sebab vein dah tak bagus.. kesian.. now i realized, dont easily do venipuncture if you think you are not confident enough or you dont have the skill enough especially to chemo patient.. enough of them being hurt for the side effects of chemo, and now they have to feel the pain of multiple attempt of venipuncture.

okey back to my story, so i was reviewed by dr marya (im not sure what was her name), she suggested me to see specialist, but i said to her, i dont present with any symptoms anymore. so she called the specialist and discussed about me, then ended up to suggest me to rule out of SLE. gila.. dah la wei. the end. okay. aku taknak follow up dah. so today, they took my blood for PT/APTT,INR, FBC, RP, ANA, and SLE. what is ANA? sedap nama tu.

my next appointment will be 2 months after today at klinik perubatan 2 to see for the result of SLE, ANA and all that again, but i guess i want to end it here. letih kot nak menuggu giliran 6 jam.. letih kot asik nak kene cocok je.. letih kot nak mengadap muka pesakit yang curious yang ingat aku sakit kanser... so, takda pape kot.. aku sihat je buat masa ni. takda lagi bleeding nose..
THE END. the end of the story of "To rule out the Wanie Syndrome" haha.

i want to go home.. it’s my end of semester break.. let me enjoy my life, to have a quality of remaining life with my family. (macam definition palliative pulak)..huhu.

another thing, the date of departure to uk was confirmed on 23 September and to return back to malaysia on 17 november. alhamdulillah.. sempat jugak aku beraya dengan keluarga tercinta..
jika ini adalah ramadhan terakhir buat diriku, izinkan aku bersama keluargaku tercinta di syawal ini. pergh, macam drama melayu pulak. hehe.

Selamat Bercuti.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

the history of "shua".... happy teachers day!

i was listening to this fly.fm when there was a caller shared his story during his high school time about what was his teacher's favorite words. then i was suddenly rememorized back during my old times at matriculation.

i have bestfriends during matriculation. and this one my favorite bestfriend, we used to call each other 'shua'. but we still called each other 'shua' after right now,. during matrics, i like to called her 'ashua' and she called me me 'wanieshua'. or sometimes, we just called each other 'shua'. and that was really made my other friends confusing and wondering like "why the hell are they called each other 'shua'?" but some of our close friends already got used with it, so its like a chronic disease because it has been 4 years already but still nama manja 'shua' still melekat to our name.. huhu.



where's the 'shua' comes from?
actually, during matriculation, we had this best mentor (our coordinator), and he also taught us a subject of chemistry in his lecture. his name is Mr. Yeoh. he used to said "sure a?" during his lecture. whenever he asked questions to his students, then we gave our answers, and then he asked back "are u sure?" or "sure a?". its not only once or twice he said that word, but many many times! it's really disturbed me! i guess its only me realised that, the other students didn't realised it. everyday, every second when he asked questions and we answered, and he said "sure a?", i really got irritated! and i told my bestfriend, "as, ko perasan tak, mr. yeoh suka cakap "sure a?" banyak kali..". and then we start to listen carefully and acknowledge him if he says "sure a". and when he said it, we giggled. we sat at the frontline in his lecture (because he's subject was our fovorite), so we cant laugh loudly. so when he said "sure a", we menyorok bawah meja or coved mouth, giggled like crazy! really, its really disturbing us since we cant focused on his lecture just because we trying to count how many that word he had been saying! xD

and started from that day, we called each other "shua". its funny really, when we called each other "shua", we feel like we want to gelak berguling-guling like crazy!!

until now, even when we're texting each other, we used "shua" as our nickname. or "wanieshua" or "ashua". funny. really.
and thats the behind story of why we calling each other "shua" . it comes from mr yeoh. unpurposely. indirectly.

mr. yeoh. we're sorry, we didn't mean to made fun of you, you are too cute to be made fun of. we're really didn't mean to not to focused on your lecture, but when we were in your class, we didn't feel sleepy at all, because we felt so happy during your class..;D
and thank you so much to you, i got an A in my chemistry. :)

i hope im not too late to wish,

Happy Teachers Day!
To all my teachers/lecturers at
Tadika Kemas,
SK Danau Kota,
SMK Puteri Titiwangsa,
Penang Matriculation especially
Mr. Yeoh.
and last but not least, Nursing UKM lecturers.
i love you all~


Sunday, May 16, 2010

esok exam.

ya Allah,
permudahkan exam yang bakal kami lalui ini.
tenangkan fikiran kami
bukakan minda kami
untuk kami meluahkan segala ilmuMu
yang telah kami pelajari.

Friday, May 14, 2010

osce and outbound program

We had done our osce yesterday. During waiting for our turn (since we were the 3rd and 4rd groups) we were discussed things for the last preparation. We prayed together and we hugged since we were so scared to go for osce.
When we got there in the skill lab, when every each of us was standing in front of stations, and that time was the most frighten moment I ever had.
I was stood in front of the station, looking around, looking at all my friends, looked at their frighten faces and I can see their worryingness and that time I prayed to God, please calm them. Please give calmness to my friends, saw them with their worrying faces was truly worrying me so much. I don’t scared so much about the osce, but seeing them restlessness like that was really turned me into restlessness too:( ... May Allah bless them... May all of us get the best result for this final exam okay...
Don’t worry. It was just an osce... I know we had given our best for the osce. And I know we had given our best in the clinical areas for 3 years already. we had strived so much to be good as nursing students and don’t worry because i know we'll be great nurses in the future..
And let us do our best for this final exam. Let’s pray together, we had studying a lot, let just Allah determines everything for us. We had done so much good things to people, to our patients, and Allah will blessing us, definately will always give blesses to all nurses, and listen to our prayers as long as we had done our job faithfully and honestly.
Just another year... Just one year to go dear and we will be okay. We’ll be fine. We’ll be great nurses...
Yesterday, I got an offer letter from TNC regarding of outbound students mobility program. we will be attached to Edmonton Community Mental Health Team Barnet & Haringey Mental Health NHS Trust London with provision of rm10k for 6-7 weeks and as we return back, we have to submit the report for financial report and the whole program report and presentation.
i have no idea how to react with this feelings, a bit happy but much more worries. I’m worried of everything. Foods and accommodation, too expensive flight ticket, too long to be there where we have to stay for 6-7 weeks and that 10k provision are just not enough. And what was the most i worried about was the day we will depart. Mr. U said that we will probably have to leave on 9th September which means on the next day, on 10th September will be the 1st day of hari raya puasa. to Tay, she don’t bother so much since she's Chinese, and me, for the first time, the idea of celebrating raya on the flight or celebrating raya on arrival and getting blur blur for the 1st day and raya without my parent and family besides me are totally a bad idea. The thing is, especially my mom, she would be so sad on that 1st raya. I didn’t tell her yet about the day I’d leave, since Mr. U said it didn't confirm yet.. he tries to negotiate with those people over there to postpone few days for us to report our self, it’s not him who's in charge to arrange the date, but the institution that we'll be attached are going to determine that. So I can’t say much. I just have to wait patiently to know.
besides of worrying of the date of departure, I’ll also a bit upset since I have to draw out my own saving, the money that I’ve been saved since semester 1 and I wish I could save 10k at the end of semester, and now, I have to draw out and spend some of them for booking ticket and to convert some into 500 pounds at least. me and Tay had done a random budget, flight ticket for depart and return will be rm2167 , accommodation, foods, transportation and other basic human needs. we have to find the accommodation by our self since we are not attached to any university, so we don’t stay at hostel or get anything for student's price even though for the transportation. we have to find our own accommodation, and gladly, Mr. U are helping us too to find one single place for us to stay.. fuh, nasib baik tay ni perempuan. so we don’t care so much if we have to stay together even in one bed and share everything. huhu.. as long as we able cut down the cost, we will tolerate each other.
Tay once had suggested to me, why we don’t rent for bicycle so we can save money for transportation. It was a good idea but i think she was just joking, but really her face was seriously-looking!
haha.. hadoihaih funny la Tay nih.. :D
Apart of worrying, we have to do the proposal before we go. so, after finish this final exam, we'll be discussing every details again and do the proposal, open CIMB account for exchange money and transfer that money provision into that account, go to Putrajaya for police statement, go to UKM Bangi to submit the proposal, bla bla bla, and many things to do.
hadoih.. memang tak boleh nak cuti rehat sikit la bila tiba cuti sem tau.
apa-apa pon, I am glad I was the chosen for this students mobility so I know I have to appreciate this wisely.. Many of my friends wanted so bad to go but didn't get the opportunity but me at here are nagging, membebel about this and that.. huhu
nanti kami belikan ole-ole buat rakan-rakan kesayangan ku sume ini k..
insyaAllah everything will be okay..

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Raynaud's Phenomenon Syndrome


memang dari kecil aku dah dapat benda ni. aku ingatkan biasa je la.
selalunya bila aku lepas mandi, tapak tangan aku akan jadi biru. aku ingat mungkin sebab tangan kurus kot. lagi pon mmg tangan kaki aku jenis yang memang nampak vein.
bila aku pegang ais ke, macam pengang air bikarbonate mcD pastu duduk tempat aircond pulak tu, mcm dalam panggung wayang ke, jari aku mengembang macam raksasa!
kalo aku pakai cincin, boleh gangrene jari aku sebab dia mengembang!
keras dan kembang dan kemerahan la. nak gerakkan jari memang sakit.
tu yang aku tak suka pakai cincin tu sebab penah terjadi. jari aku kembang sebab pegang ais sampai sakit gile kat tempat cincin tu! masa kecik tu, bodoh-bodoh lagi. mane au taw sindrom pe ke jadah nih.
masa tu aku ingatkan perkara biasa la tu sebab tangan kurus..
sampai lah beberapa hari yang lepas, aku baca satu buku semua pasal pathophysiology..
aku terjumpa satu penyakit ni..
Raynaud Syndrome
memang comfirm la aku memang ade sindrom ni..
huhu.
ade je ek penyakit yang bukan-bukan kat aku ni.
von Willibrand's disease la. Raynaud's sindrome la.
sume nama orang plak tu. pasni aku nak cipta penyakit aku plak.
Wanie's syndrome. huhu..
aku ada cakap kat seseorang ni,
Allah nak bagi kita sakit, ada sebabnya.
jadi aku terima la dengan pasrah..
walaupun sebenarnya dalam hati ni marah je kat diri sendiri..
abis la anak-anak aku nanti.. diowang mungkin boleh akan mewarisi sakit aku ni sume..
sebab sakit sakit ni keturunan..
isk2.. (T.T)

What is Raynaud's phenomenon?
Raynaud’s phenomenon is a problem with blood flow. Your body doesn't send enough blood to your hands and feet, so they feel very cold and numb. In most cases, this lasts for a short time when your body overreacts to cold temperatures.
There are two kinds of Raynaud’s phenomenon. Primary Raynaud’s is also known as Raynaud’s disease. It occurs on its own and is the most common form. Secondary Raynaud’s is also called Raynaud’s syndrome. It most often forms as part of another disease. It almost always begins after age 35.
Raynaud’s is common, but often people don't talk to a doctor about it. For most people, it is more of a nuisance than a disability.

What causes Raynaud's phenomenon?
Primary Raynaud’s has no known cause. Secondary Raynaud’s may be a symptom of another disease such as lupus, scleroderma, rheumatoid arthritis, or atherosclerosis. Taking certain medicines, using vibrating power tools for several years, smoking, or having frostbite may also cause Raynaud’s.
Certain things, such as stress and taking certain medicines, can trigger an attack. But the most common trigger is exposure to cold. In the cold, it’s normal for the body to narrow the small blood vessels to the skin and to open the blood vessels to the inside parts of the body to keep the body warm. But with Raynaud’s, the body overreacts and restricts blood flow through the small vessels to the skin more than necessary.
What are the symptoms?
During an attack of Raynaud’s, the body limits blood flow to the hands and feet. This makes the fingers or toes feel cold and numb and then turn white or blue. As blood flow returns and the fingers or toes warm, they may turn red and begin to throb and feel painful. In rare cases, Raynaud’s affects the nose or ears.
An attack most often lasts only a few minutes. But in some cases it may last more than an hour.
How is it treated?
There is no cure for primary Raynaud’s, but you may be able to control it by avoiding the things that trigger it. These triggers include cold temperatures, stress, smoking, caffeine, cold medicines with pseudoephedrine, and beta-blockers.
with these home treatment tips:
1. Remember to keep your body warm at all times.
2. Wear mittens or gloves when it is cold outside.
3. Use potholders or oven mitts when you get something from the refrigerator or freezer.
4. Keep your feet warm by wearing wool or synthetic socks rather than pure cotton socks.
5. Try running warm water over your hands. It can increase blood flow to them.

Monday, May 10, 2010

bunga-bunga cinta...

i'm sorry i know im not supposed to writing again!!!
but studying those notes were just made me felt soooo boringgg!!!!!!!!!!
the last previous weeks, i got a bouquet of flowers.
somebody gave me..
my secret admire gave it to me..
:)
:)
:)))))
:DD
there..
a bouquet of flowers i put them onto my bed.
from my lover..
:)
:))
there's again..
isn't it looking sweet?
i never thought he's going to give me flowers..
he's such a sweeetttttt!!
:)
:)
nice..
it was attached together with ferrero roche.
(i know i dont spell it right. so what. as long as it sounds ferrero)
but those flowers were comes together with my favorite chocolate..
i love it. i love them..
isn't it soo sweet????
I FALL IN LOVE!!!
x)
X)
take a closer look.
there are red roses, is that one the red and white color one, is it orchid?
and those purplish are lavender.
and those loving and romantic red roses..
they are really made me fall in LOVE..
(@.@)
i love green too.
i wanted my baju pengantin nanti in green color.
xD
hurm...
:))
;)
;))
i put them in glass vessel
and i put some water and put them near to my window so they can get enough sunlight..
oh my sunshine..
i'm
so in love..
:)
;)
:)
;;))
:)))
ok enough.
Enough!!!!
woit wani hoi BERANGAN!!!
huhu...
fine...
fine...
actually those flowers were given by my dad...
ayah saya kan dia baru naik pangkat Leftenan Kolonel..
so dia dapat la munge..
die bagi saye la munge munge tuu..
saye kan sorang je anak pompuan die..
takkan die nak bagi adik laki saye yang dua eko ni...
diowang ni wat bodo je bile ayah aku bagi munge kat aku..
diowang mane heran kat munge..
diowang kan laki..
aku je yang heran..
sebab aku pompuan..
aku mestila suke munge...
diowang tengah men ps game pe ke jadah ntah.
huh. ngong jew..
munge yang cantik ini telah layu di tasik madu..
oh wanita..
kau ibarat bunga..
yang cantik hanya seketika..
kemudian layu jika tidak disiram dengan kasih sayang..
kemudian layu jika tidak di beri cahaya cinta sejati..
pergh!
XD
see.
my flowers...
you still beautiful even though you'll becomes wilt..
i dont care honey...
because i will always appreciate you..
because my heart will always loves you...
peeeeergh!!
asal aku jiwang nak mampos malam malam nih..
never mind rosey..
i'll put you besides my bed.
so everytime i wakes up,
everytime i open my eyes,
i will look at you first.
i'll smells you.
and then i'll smile.
:)
takpe lah dapat munge dari ayah pon...
ayah tetap orang yang ku cinta jugak...
sori la aku terberangan pulak.
mane ade orang nak bagi aku bunga...
dalam mimpi je la....
berangan ko wani..
nak exam ni ko bole berangan plak..
OK! JOM STUDYYY!!!!
what a disaster.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

study week at Mid Valley

i know i know it's a study week!
i shouldn't hang out and lepaking around!
but it just happen.
i went out with all my housemates today, alia and kak zila,
we went to mid valley.
at first, i thought i just wanted to buy my facial scrub,
but i ended up bought..

4 Ways Elle hand Bag.
well actually it's not 4 ways.
i discovered that it's actually has many many many ways to change the style!

look out!


4 Ways Elle hand Bag.
it has one medium/large size with one compartment, and the small one has two compartments.
all of them were actually comes together in one designed bag.
but i can transform them in many ways by my own creativity..

here are the examples that i randomly transformed.


1. large compartment hand bag


2. large compartment sling bag


3. large compartment hand bag with short sling.
4. tadaaaa....
very large compartment hand bag. my fav one.

5. small one. very simple.



6. sling hand bag


7. hand bag. :)

then i went to watson. i bought this skin care products.
this is the new product that i bought for my skin,
the last one i was using was the loreal white product,
and then i changed to St. Ives and freeman,
and now, i changed again to Nano white product.
so i tested my skin with so many kind of products,
but lucky me i never got problems
because my skin is not too sensitive like most people are.
what makes me so into this product was because this nano white poduct is basically clay based product.
see below, it says that it is a clay cleanser.
i have this excess facial oil and looking dull.
asian people are mostly have an oily and dull tanned skin.
so i suggest that my oily skin in suitable with clay based product.
as long as it is clay based, it will definately suitable for any oily skin.
and plus, this Nano white product,
it has this special ingredients which are Omega white C and Nano Peptide.
ok. this one is Organic Acid Vitamin E Oil.
if you want to buy any product that contains vitamin E,
i suggest that u should look at the units of the vitamin E.
see below, this one is the 100% natural pure concentrate derived from wheat germ oil which are the most expensive source of vitamin E, contains 28, 000 i.u.

and below, this one is a Vitamin E mosturizing cream which contains 1000 i.u. only.
our skin needed vitamin E supplement to get healthy.
i'm not a healthy food eater, so i know i dont take enough of vitamin E ,
so i really need this skin supplement.
huhu.
this one, is Safi Rania Gold eye contour cream.
what i adore so much this product, again because it has Nano Gold 24K formula.
:)
ok. so i spent rm179.00 for those fun many ways Elle hand bag,
rm45.oo for Nano white product,
rm 70.78 for Organic Acid Vitamin E product,
shit. i just found out that tiny glassy container of Organic Acid Vitamin E oil was cost rm55.90!!! gila.. baru perasan mahal gila nak mampos. x(
God, it's stated in the resit and i didn't even knew the price but still i paid them all!
gila bodohnya aku...
total up = 294.78
serious shit.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

gum bleeding

tolong..
tolong saya...
gusi saya berdarah lagi..

just now i spit out a bulk of blood in the sink!!!
seriously, it was sudden!
just now, my mouth was full of blood!
bloody hell!
i dont know what trigger it.
tonight wasn't warm enough to cause me bleeding.
i dont even get any fever, for a moment.
i didn't take any hot drinks.

i was writing this blog when suddenly i tasted a blood..
i swallowed it.
but then it didn't stop.
then i swallowed it again and again and again but it still didn't hell stop.
i run out to the toilet and spit out into the sink. bluekk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was a lot!
about 2 and half cc.

saya sudah kumur dengan air paip yang sejuk itu.
tapi darah itu keluar tidak berhenti..
X(



bluekkhok!!!
i swallowed a lot of blood!!!!
i'll must going to be a vampire tonight!!!!!

isk3..
takutnye..
mulut saya berlumuran dengan darah masa tengok diri saya kat cermin sinki tuu..
macam dalam citer pontianak tuu..
takut...
nak nangis ni...
(T.T)

tak jadi nak senyum lagi....
x(

ada orang buat saya senyum.. :)

=)

=)

=)

=)

i just couldn't stop smiling..
something bother me..
something just made me mad..
madness that makes me keeps smiling.

urgh.
stop it.


=)

=)

=)

=)

thanks for made my day..

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

mari kita bersama menuju kejayaan.

today is the starter day of my study week. so here are the exam's schedule:

14th May (Friday) : OSCE
there will be 12 stations. 2 written, 8 procedure, and lastly 2 health education.
no resting station. and all of them are including the whole year 3 modules which are peads, O&G, home care, critical care and oncology.
crazy. now i have to open up all my O&G and peads' notes and books again. just open. I'm not sure if i able to read and absorb them through my eyes into my skull and store in my brain.

17th may (Monday): Personal & Professional Development
what a boring subject and the spot questions were already had been given. is that what it should be called as PPD? where is the professional? HAHA. by the way, thank you for the soalan bocor. al least it can reduces my stress.

18th May (Tuesday): Critical Care module
my spot will be, care of patient with ventilator, ICP monitoring, common drugs, ABGs intrepretation, ventilator mode, setting, types, airway management, criteria of patient for intubation and ventilation, critetia of patient for weaning, management burn patient, bla bla bla. huhu.

19th May (Wednesday): Oncology module
my spot questions will be, management of side effects, cytotoxic drugs, indication, what groups, most common drugs, side effect of radiotherapy, example of common hormonal therapy, breast cancer, colon cancer, lung cancer, cervical cancer, bla bla bla.

20th May (Thursday): Home Care module
i dont know how to spot this one but i guess the question would be more on health education, empowerment to patient, how to supervise, documentation, and criteria for patient to be refer to home care unit, bla bla blablaaa.. huhu.

21st May (Friday): Daycare Hemato appointment.
daa. its not related exam. sajo jo den lotak kek sini kot kot la den lupo..
wani ekau jangan lupo amik darah sobolom poe jumpo dokto. apointment 8pagi.. lopeh tu, buleh balik dah la. dah takdo apo lai nak buek kat kolej nih. bocuti la ekau solamo sobulan. haha. xD

Good Luck to all my clasemates. semoga kita semua lulus dengan cemerlang. semoga kita semua boleh dapat 3.5 and above. chiayok! gambateh! aigato godzaimas!!!
dada. im not writing until the exam is over.

am i allergic to gold? yes i am. i am allergic to gold. deathly allergic..