sometimes i feels like I'm climbing the wall.
i want to prove that if i can reach on top.
so that somebody up there can take my hand and pull me up.
at the same time,
i feels like i want to throw out myself falls from the wall.
just because i want to be save by somebody.
but when i fall, i realize that, i have nobody.
and when i realize there are nobody down here to save me,
i feels like i don't want to reach up there,
as if there are nobody to pull me up..