this guy is too far away enough. keeps calling me Yummy all the time, and now he asking me to marry him. i said NO. because he is not Muslim. Then he said, "I want to convert to Muslim". I said, "Why?". "Because I want to marry you". I sad, "That's not a good idea". He asked "Why?". I said, "because its not good if somebody wants to convert Islam just because he wants to marry to someone Muslim. Not just marrying. but you with whole your heart and your soul faithfully have convert as well ." he said, "But knowing you as a Muslim is another way to knowing Islam".
ok. fine, i think he's right. but it's still not a good idea. i dont think i am strong enough to guide someone when i myself needed a guide by someone.
silly.. all this talking really made me thinking a lot. i know he just joking about that marrying thing, he just want to know my opinion if like one day, if i destined to marry a non-Muslim guy, what would i do, what would i think.
He always talk to me about religious thing especially Islam. he asked me once, what if i marry to non-Muslim guy, what will happen to me? I said, he has to convert first,then he can marry me. he said, what if you (me) convert, I said I'll probably be removed from my family. and I will definitely wont convert. never. I said, marriage is not about two person in relationship, marriage is about two family unite. he said, but what if you really really love this guy and you cant live without him? I said, love is where you learn from your family, since when you born, you learn to love and to be loved originally from your family, but now, because of love, you abandon your family, you sacrifice your family, i don't think that's a good idea. That's totally wrong and ridiculous.
Whatever it is, Saya prefer Melayu... hihihi..
terima kasih daun keladi kerana minat saya. tapi saya minat kat orang Melayu. dan beragama Islam. saya pon berangan jugak nak laki yang soleh. yang boleh jage saya sebagai wanita. yang membimbing saya dan anak-anak saya tentang agama.. kalau saya kawen dengan awak, saya la yang kena bimbing awak dan anak-anak. Anak-anak saye comel..macam saye.. haha..Bluek! nak muntahh!! apahal aku tetibe cakap pasal kawen dan anak nih! ok. melalut tak tentu pasal.
keputusannya, saya nak orang melayu. yang mata kaler coklat. yang rambut hitam. yang kulitnya kaler coklat kekuningan langsat. HuHuu... x)